Cold

I am made up of stone,
thats what I have been told.
No feelings, no warmth, just flesh and bone,
Stay away from me unless you wanna catch a cold.

I know, I know and I take the blame
Its not just you, even I'm tired of this game.
The ongoing battle between my heart and mind
has scarred my soul and my feelings are blind.

But wait, I think, I can still explain,
Just hear me out, I never meant to cause any pain.
It's not my fault, I think I have been framed..
Oh forget about it, even my excuses are ashamed.

Honestly, I can't even apologize anymore,
Sorry can't heal the heart that's sore.
It's time to break the pattern, time to face the truth,
to separate the true feelings from the feelings misunderstood.

What you think you want is one thing
what you actually want is another..
I am in a process of fixing...
....I mean knowing myself better.
In a meanwhile, perhaps you wanna stay away and behold
If you come closer, you are bound to catch a cold.

Nisha
08/22/2014